and this aching in my stomach is stretching me wide open and its beginning to hurt and the future seems so elusive yet it is here, and on its way. every person i've ever kissed has left a bruise on my soul and i'm leaking, overflowing with an indescribable empathy for dancers with broken feet, for lovers with mismatched tongues for poets with thesaurus thieves; the butterflies abandoned me long ago and this echoing inside my hollow chest those pretty sounds that had me head over heels are memories, only; i am a memory, only, hoping and praying i'll forget