Behind all the angst and rant, Behind all that frustration and days of solitude, A child struggling to make amends. Behind all that smoke and ashes, Behind that sorrow hiding in mask, A boy choking himself not to cry. The Big Bad World will move on without your existence and soon you'll turned into dust and no legacy left to mourn over. "Oh Mama! What do I do now? The sleep alleviated the pain. In dreams, I found my escape."