I can't do this anymore Try spending Saturday Lying drunk on the floor I'm telling you I can't do this anymore
Countless times I told you How many times did you listen ? What do I have to say to get through To that loving person, seems missing
I can't do this anymore In the morning half past four Spent the last week sleeping on the floor I'm telling you I can't do this anymore
How long not long Can I last How long not long I'm falling so fast
Heart breaks a little more everyday Yet I'm still trying to convince myself that I'm okay No idea who I am my mind's gone astray Can I even ask you to save me today ?
Don't know how this went to wrong Innocent child long gone I am nothing but another sad song Forever wandering and lost in the throng
Is it too much to ask To be just a little happy Life's my Hercules task I can see myself die trying
I can't do this anymore Keep stacking on that one more How can you fall through the floor ? Still awake at half past four
Still awake at half past four Don't want to sleep because I'm afraid I won't wake up That last overdose may have spilled the cup But I kind of want to close my eyes And rest my weary soul Sorry for all those times I lied I'm closing my eyes To see what's on The other side
This is a poem about depression and suicide, overdosing and a lot of other sad stuff sorry about that