she was thinking again about the seams in her legs the stitches and weeping. it terrified her the blood gushing out torn skin the flavor of pain her eyes were locked open and she stared at the seams tears pouring from her sewed-open eyes she sits on her pile of ashes her blood mixing making a muddy paste that crusts on her eyelashes her bruised cuts growing on her flesh opening and reopening maggots gnawing on her body eating the remnants of flesh and she stares.