We are not afraid of the mirror, We are afraid of the monster it shows. We are afraid of porcelain skin stained red, afraid of never finding the bone, afraid of never finding the very core essence of our control. I am afraid of being too much, of not being enough, of this skinny love for a non-skinny reflection, afraid of failing if I am never able to see my porcelain bones imprinted on porcelain skin, my very core protruding from within.
I am my own control. and one day, I shall see it in the mirror, even if I have to fall into it and become the monster within.
This is super negative, but it's what I'm feeling right now so I put it up anyways.