I used to believe that... I was born with a hole in my soul, I felt a bit too much, And that all of these highs and lows are abnormal.
But what ifβ¦ Itβs you with a gaping hole in your soul? A dark abyss where your morals should stand & numbness where your feelings should lay?
This unfulfillment I feel is not emptiness, It is simply the absence of life that I crave in my soul. The feelings that I capture only a glimpse of in my dreams. The feelings that I endlessly search for.. They are here. They are everywhere. But they are hidden and so out of reach. By you.
It's not that I feel too much, It's that you feel too little. And you've conditioned yourself to accept this absence in your spirit, That it is just a part of life.
When I feel so low.. You call it an illness when you are the one who is sick. This norm is not normal at all.