And in the smallest matter of time, My hair went numb. My eyes no longer heard the crude respiratory patterns of the fellow cynic. My fingers saw the over-appreciated path away from the now. The mind I'd so delicately restrained surcharged your hurtful chatter for the worthlessness it possessed. For I had found not what I thought to be the whole of myself, But what actually was. Among the wilted carnations, The shrunken produce, The wasted inquisition, All the places in which you dwell, I will no longer.