At night I can’t help but to twist & turn in my bed. Nights I feel so distant and cold Nights the wind chimes all the fairytales you’ve ever told. I don’t know if it’s due To the negligence I took to forget you, But now I wish I knew how to. You still appear in my dreams from out of the blue We make happy memories here that feel so new.
But I know better than that this time I know that nothing I did differently would ever make you fully mine. I have someone in my life now and it makes me feel so guilty I plan to get as far away as I can from this city. Where memories fade and they can’t reside I long to not feel this way inside.