When every word in my view is tangled together.
I’m tripping, stumbling over the thoughts I want to write out.
They all loop around my feet.
I feel stuck in place
Lost in this empty space.
The void.
The one place I want to avoid
Where the evil creeps in, dragging me down.
Six feet seems far.
Not as far apart as I feel from you right now
So Six Feet feels more real than anything
And if you can’t tell I’m at the edge.
If you can’t tell, I have to beg
Forgiveness isn’t easy, I understand.
I just want the chance to love you again.
When you said that name.
It got branded onto my heart.
I know this is all my fault.
I just want you back
I can’t stop thinking about you with someone else now.
I would rather finish myself off than to see that.