empty like a cloud tears raining down on the people around me i am numb like frost bitten hands piled under snow alone like bitter midnight winds with their chilly embrace hugging you deeply. i sleep in a pile of leaves. my bones leave their imprint but no one can tell i was ever there my heart is the crinkled mess of leaves at the bottom of the pile if i told you i wanted to die would you believe me would you be able to forgive my selfishness?