From the moment I saw you it was love at first sight . I held you in my arms and cuddled you tight. Your hair a soft glow ofΒ Β brown, With little curls softly falling down. Your eyes angelic as they turned emorald green Oh and that smile , the most precious smile I had ever seen. I watched you grow into your own little you. One of a kind a little mischievious too The years flew by in what seemed to be in the blink of an eye I taught you manners, morals, honesty and respect. For all through your life these are things you should never forget. I taught you to crawl and how to talk I taught you to stand before you could walk . I picked you up when you would fall down I wiped your tears away and made you smile instead of frown. You brought so much joy to me you made my life full. Before I knew it you were headed to school . I could go on forever with each year that's past I just wish they hadn't all flown by so fast. I miss your hugs and your kisses too I miss my baby boy this I know is true. I don't know what happened or where I went wrong I just know you left me and have been gone to long . Lord I'm nothing without him I'm empty inside. I wish more than anything he could see the tears I have cried. He and his sister have turned their backs on me. They were my reason for living you see Now all that's left are the memories they must have forgot. All the struggles and sacrifices, hopefully they will not forget all the things I taught. The sky above me has turned to grey it use to be so blue. I have failed as a mother to your sister and you. You made me a promise you would be out to take care of me one day. I never dreamed out of anyone that you would be the one to walk away.