I seem to lean into my shadows, failures and faults. That ***** too natural and my downward leaning too easy.
What darkness have I learned? What sullen seed has merged into the deeper passages to transform into thorns?
Is it my repeated stumblings or the sin of another inflicted early but now forgotten? Maybe itβs so terrible my mind has stashed it way way down now a fungus still alive in the dark?
I feel too at home dwelling in that cave and I am in need, I am sorely in need of light, enough lasting exposure to **** the blight scorch the itch and set me leaning into an upward pitch to thwart the dark