I wanna **** you Slit your stupid throat I would laugh at the dying sounds it makes I detest you Put my fist right through your skull Feel the bones crushing in my hand, As I shove my fingers into your brain
Because I hate you More than I even hate myself I detest you like a maggot in the grave I wanna crush you, Dissolve you in a vat of my shame
You left your taint behind you, When you up and ran away, Put your dagger in my back, Left me in a shallow grave. I can still taste you, A flavour once so sweet Has turned putrid in my mouth, And I can't spit it out
So I'll rip your brain out through your eyes Take a cudgel to your spine Destroy and pulverize Till there's nothing left but a stain, On my memory.
I have past relationships that have ended poorly. And a large part of the blame for that lies on my shoulders. There's a lot of shame and pain I feel as a result of those experiences. Rather than face my own failures and short comings, I often just wish I could **** off anything and everything that reminds me of that time.