i don't get it what did You ever see in me? i'm not worth it You didn't have to do it!!! i should've been left to die to wither for my rebellion what would compel You, The King of Kings to let me **** You? because i did. i drove each nail and i smiled i am wicked i am evil i am sick but You love me and honestly, i don't get it and i don't know what to do with it