i didn't mean to leave
i don't even know when
i just looked up
and i realized i couldn't see You
i can picture You standing here
right next to me
just waiting for me to ask
for Your forgiveness
it just all hurts so much
and i don't know why
there is so much i don't understand
and i desperately want to have it together
before coming before You
honestly, i think i'm just waiting
for You to let me finish breaking
so i can run back to You
and i deserve so much worse
please, just let me hurt for a little while
it's all i have
i can't come before You
like this