Something inside me
Hurts deeply
And I really can't say why
But I know it's a part of me
And I don't know what I am without it
But I also don't know what I am without fighting it
I always think
Maybe I can drink it away
Drown myself into a stupor
I've never tried, but would it work?
Maybe I can get high
Let my mind float off like a freed balloon
I've never tried, but would it work?
Maybe I could...
And I know it wouldn't work
But a part of me wants to try
Because the pain and the fight
Are so much a part of me
I don't know what else to do
But continue to cycle
Until I spin out