Deep desires, hidden longings
Are the base of our nightmares.
Dishonest and greedy
Is why no one cares.
I tried to be better
But it was all for not.
My guilt and my anger
Have caused me to rot.
Vexations and secrets;
My head spins round and round.
Isolation, devastation;
My scream makes no sound.
I’m drowning, I’m falling;
I can barely breathe.
Desperation, damnation;
I only want to leave.
So close now, I can see it;
My escape for eternity.
It’s selfish, so selfish;
My chance at serenity .
It’s coming, it’s closing;
It’s finally at the end.
This hellish, this blemished
Life has come to an end.