Writing is my only hope The pen’s blood-ink, it stains my throat There’s no one there to fawn or dote Surrounded by my poison moat Isolated by the fray Shackled wrists, I’m locked away They stick around for just a day Then turn and leave me where I lay Draining; all I do is try Sinking as they pass me by Sometimes you just have to cry But tears won’t come—I wonder why My words are all I’ve got and less For looks alone don’t pass the test Hot, I’m not, just a hot mess They like me, but don’t like me best