Misery loves company We love what is familiar I find myself often going back Falling down each time even further Dark hours seem to consume my life I find daylight hours to be scarier No illusion for reality to hide behind No darkness to act as a filter Unfortunately, I see through lies Making cliche words inferior No amount of love has yet to find A way to break in my exterior I gravitate to like-minded kinds Though my light keeps getting dimmer As though my mind is frozen in time Keeping me in an abandoned winter