I grasp onto the gasps and awe of some stranger I do it all reckless, and so unafraid by this danger I tango with the early hours and my own ***** mind I beg for more from the phone screen I hide behind I play with these loose holds and these unattached strings I play with their pleasure, revel in the way they moan and sing I validate my own worth through this self I display I almost don't recognize the person on my mirror today
I spiral down a dark and never-ending abyss of grappling with addiction after addiction, vice after vice