I am what I am. The wavering question mark at the end of the nervous inquiry. I am the final drops of dandelion wine that grace your monstrous lips as you scream at me for being empty. I am the first drag of your cigarette as you blame the stars for your twisted fate. I am the silence after the collision of your fist to my cheek, the stinging of my eyes and red stained skin promising not to fade until the morning after. I am the sunflowers you left on her grave last winter, long forgotten by both you and time. I am manic love and screaming intemperance. The final burst of carelessness as you run to the cliffβs edge in an attempt to mimic Icarus. I am the intrinsic bleeding of burning star-crossed losers. I am a universe of exploding stars, unanswered questions, and questionable prayers. I am the throw of a ticking clock at five am after hours of restless insomnia. I am going 90 on the freeway at midnight with the music just as volatile. I am the shudder of anticipation. The relentless ache for more. I am Jane Doe. I am oblivion. I am freedom. I am what I am.