To realize I never knew you Makes me wonder who exactly I thought I knew A “lost cause” was an excuse… Your true self was hidden from everybody, and from me too And the one chance I had to get some information, like, “How are you?”
I ask your coworker if you still work there And she says no Makes me wonder where you are Makes me wonder how is your family who I never met, And how I could let you in so easily You were like another lost soul I was ready to mend I think it is time to let go I gotta stop thinking “what if” And take the moment as it was, A sad, tragic, three months of lust Like a car crash in the dark, we didn’t know when the ride would stop And then we lost touch of talk, and speech in our touch We were lost, like hikers at dusk Now that we are 2 years older, would it be similar? Or would you still break my heart with every word and girl you compared me with?
Social media showed me your beautiful girlfriend. You took her to LA. You only took me places in my dreams. Like you were afraid to be seen with me.