To realize I never knew you
Makes me wonder who exactly I thought I knew
A “lost cause” was an excuse…
Your true self was hidden from everybody, and from me too
And the one chance I had to get some information, like, “How are you?”
I ask your coworker if you still work there
And she says no
Makes me wonder where you are
Makes me wonder how is your family who I never met,
And how I could let you in so easily
You were like another lost soul I was ready to mend
I think it is time to let go
I gotta stop thinking “what if”
And take the moment as it was,
A sad, tragic, three months of lust
Like a car crash in the dark, we didn’t know when the ride would stop
And then we lost touch of talk, and speech in our touch
We were lost, like hikers at dusk
Now that we are 2 years older, would it be similar?
Or would you still break my heart with every word and girl you compared me with?
Social media showed me your beautiful girlfriend. You took her to LA. You only took me places in my dreams. Like you were afraid to be seen with me.
Make me sad again
So I won't have an appetite
So I don't eat anymore
So I lose weight
And I become happy with myself.
Well I make you angry, I want to punish myself. When I told you, you threatened to leave me. What am I supposed to do with myself?
When he covers my mouth
I know it’s about to be good
He laid a blanket for me
On the ground
A pillow for my head
My hair, being pulled
He turns me around
Grasps my waist
Like he can’t wait
To tease me
and make me scream
Tie me up and use me
Hurts, it hurts, but I like it
Oh, Babe. Best I ever had. Come back. I'm not finished yet.
the moment a poet
falls in love with you
is the moment
f o r e v e r
Your naked body
Pressed on mine
I thought that
I should feel
And I'm very sorry, I don't know what's wrong with me. You are everything I have ever wanted, but for some reason touching you leaves me blank. I feel nothing. And I am sorry.