I'm pathetic really To want to end my life When there are others around me Dealing with so much strife
I have a family that loves me There's nothing wrong in my house Other people are facing Giants I'm facing a mouse
But I'm on a chair and petrified And almost ready to give in But I refuse to end this life of mine I refuse to let satan win
I wrote this when I was really struggling with suicidal thoughts and I read this book that was full of letters from these kids to this motivational speaker talking about their bad situations. After I finished the book I was really down in myself for feeling the way I did. Now I'm better, though I have my days of feeling worthless. I just want to say that no matter what your facing, be it a mouse, a giant, or something in between, your feelings matter. And God can help you through them.