Dejected, I've detected that the things people say can't make sense anymore; God, it's hopeless, I'm lost, and maybe someone out there can tell me where it went wrong.
I want to believe him, yes, I do, but who's the fool here to think it's true?
Please forgive me, those of you who come close, for not taking chances in letting myself loose; I'm just frightened by what I've left behind and I'm just frightened of what lies I might buy.
Oh, did you mean I now have ~trust issues~? I hate this