I feel nothing anymore. It is all gone. Even the one thing I could, I can not.
I can not stay alive anymore. So I want to die. But even that I can not do.
People think it is hard to stay alive. While it is harder to die. To die by your own hands.
If only life would be easier. And we all could be happy. But life is not a movie.
Life has its horrible moments. It can be impossible to get trough. But it is more impossible to get out.
I try to stay alive, I try to die. But both things are impossible to do. So I think there is nothing else to do, than just wait until one seems possible.