Why her Why her Why anyone other than me Me-the young girl who loves you unconditionally The fragile girl who cares for you so deeply The one girl who understands your broken happiness The girl who gave her all to you Gives her all to you
She said she could love you better She said you trusted her more She said she knows you better After a week?! She had convinced you that I can't love you If I can't love myself ***** she called me **** Worth less than dirt Do you think she loves herself? Can you say you love yourself? No-you can't But I know you can love I've seen it Felt it Believed it Basked in its radiance Bring it back to me.
Why her Why her Why anyone other than me How could you touch her How could you let your lips Touch anyone else's When I would treat you like a god If that's what you want Beg at my hands and knees For you to use me Protect me Because there is no one above you With your flaws Your mistakes There is no one above you
I Am mad at you. I hate being mad at you Hate being mad at you Part of me is so hurt That I wish I could hurt you back This anger sets fire to my lungs And I know that when I speak to you, Smoke escapes my lips So I try To keep my mouth shut! I am trying to suffocate the fire But the fire is suffocating me too If I could stop the fire from breathing I would The fire would die But so would I I am dying I can't tell when you are lying
I want to hurt you back It wouldn't be hard to get someone else In my bed On my lips I feel sick saying that Sick to my stomach for thinking that Like how I felt those couple of weeks When I knew something was wrong I DID know something was terribly, terribly wrong I told you I felt something was terribly, terribly wrong And you spoke with such patients "love, nothing is terribly, terribly wrong" You lied I trusted I know that feeling well It wasn't a wave of anxiety It was truth I wish I didn't trust you so easily I have never trusted anyone so Willingly So lovingly And you Took advantage of that