You are the reason I am so scared to trust -
I thought I knew who you were but you proved me wrong in the most painful ways.

You are the reason why I cannot sleep-
I have the worst nightmares some nights, and it is just you I see in them.

You are the reason I just had a sip of beer-
You are hopelessly stuck in my sober mind.

You are the reason I am afraid to love.