it's destructive it's painful but slicing into my skin every time I want to write a word down is the best pain I have ever felt
Maybe this bleeding isn't bad and I'm getting rid of all the pain
But then I don't know when to stop
The song "Chlorine" by twenty ΓΈne pilΓΈts is all about how to write this way you have to be in a bad place and sometimes the addictiveness of the sorrow pulls you deeper and deeper and the writing isn't an escape but just another door back to our dark places... I see this in myself all too often...