Heartache is:

Smelling
        your cologne on a stranger

People
        saying your name and I smile, but then I remember

Listening
        to our favorite song from that concert we went to

Listening
        to One Republic- they're your favorite band

Realizing
        that I still check your horoscope when I laugh at mine

Swiping
        your texts away

Staring
        at the dark ceiling, and remembering the last thing you told me

Worrying
        I'll see you when I'm out, when I used to hope that that was the case

Noticing
        how cold my hand is

Noticing
        how happy everyone else is

Driving
        past our favorite McDonald's on State Street

Sitting
        in the airport terminal where we once texted until 3:00 in the morning

Thinking
        I'm over you, then seeing you and realizing how wrong I was.