I find myself lost in a river of emotions, With no life jacket, no raft, Just me, Water up to my neck, Drowning on the inside where nobody can see, I put a smile on my face and act as if everything is ok, But all I do is wait patiently, For someone to save me from these waves of ways crashing against my face, The longer I stay here, I drift further and further away, The bed I made was a river, I had no intentions to stay, I guess thatβs what happens when you pretend and put in a show, But the truth is out, Now everyone knows