My mind is filled with scraps of poetry The words he owes to me I will never get back The fact I failed to submit Shows I'm only bones And the range of the water I have been given Has out lived the living But the waves of the yesterdays Like blue days of a dream The scheme of things have played out My food for thought Was laid out On the couch where we said Monsters hide at night in bed And tell you to give up the dream Of winning faith and dying clean And if the thing of things must be The living clean The way I live Or never have lived Could not hold up the way of the shiv And if the living hope to live Or love or all Then washing over once was dry Will flood the eyes of beggars choicey