My mind feels okay right now Like a field with a calming breeze As I look at my depression now Like it's a separate entity As if I couldn't understand myself before I look at it in disbelief Just try harder even when you're tired Look at what my mind can achieve But I mustn't forget the hardships When my relapses arise Because I am actually fighting harder On those days my mind wants to die I must not take this peace for granted For only now I have won the war It is an internal eternal conflict For life, my life, is worth fighting for