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Alexis
Poems
Nov 2018
I've Been Thinking
one thought, two thoughts
three thoughts, four
lately i've been thinking
what am i even good for?
five thoughts, six thoughts
and many more to follow
i forgot what being happy is like
what a hard pill to swallow
ten thoughts, twenty thoughts
then the room starts to spin
where do i even start
will my life ever begin?
happy thoughts, happy thoughts
at least that's what i tell myself
but sometimes it doesn't work
and i can't turn to anyone else
big thoughts, little thoughts
thrown around my head
screaming, overwhelming, and telling me
"you're better off dead"
now inhale, then exhale
just hope that the pain starts shrinking
i don't mean for any of this to worry you
it's just that i've been thinking
when it rains, it pours
#sad
#thinking
#late
#tired
#lonely
Written by
Alexis
24/F/california
(24/F/california)
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