It's hard to move on When the issues are still prevalent It always takes me back to the time When it was worse and I was innocent It is hard to forget The screams and the conflict And it is hard to ignore What was ongoing and constant So when you tell me to forget it all It's in the past, let's start over As though you asked me while drunk It is pointless if you aren't sober It is hard to forget The heaviness in my chest That keeps me grounded And my mind constantly restless When you ask me to forget But didn't ask me to forgive Do you think it's erasing my regret For the life I was deprived to live?