a twig snaps beneath my shoe, the sudden sound shattering the calm atmosphere. sunlight dapples over my skin, rippling across my clothes, pooling in my cupped hands as if i were holding it. delicate leaves rustle overhead, my attention to the emerald glow above only broken by the hum of a bumblebee buzzing its way to yet another flower. trees, seemingly protective, surround me, their trunks a shelter for such a variety of creatures. sweet birdsong echoes above. a woodpecker taps a home somewhere to my left. a chipmunk skitters across my path and into the still ferns, causing them to shudder. the scent of soil, of leaves, of nature, floods me. i wonder about the world, about the mountains and about the sea. about my friends, my family, about strangers with lives just as complex and unknowing as my own. i ponder myself, my life, where will i go? what will i do? will it all be worth it?