What is this feeling I have?

Is it pain or fear?

Is it happiness or sadness?

This feeling feels like something is breaking

Yet I cannot tell if it is my bones or my heart

This feeling feels like confusion

I don't know how to handle this

I feel one way but scared to feel it

Don't want to rid it because I want to feel it

What is wrong with me?

I don't know who I am

This feeling I feel is causing me problems

I can't call or understand it

I want to accept it but I can't

I want to run from it but I don't

The feeling of breaking I know what it is

It's the cage inside me

Little by little it's breaking away

Something has penetrated it but I have no wounds

Slowly but surely, I know what I feel

It's the feeling of love that turns me away

I've been hurt in the name of love

I've been a fool in the name of love


Sigh...


What is the point?

What is the meaning?

I can't answer these questions

But this is how I'm feeling

Please love let me be or give me sign you will be kind

I'm not going to give into you easily

I'm going to fight the feeling

But then I think

There must be a reason that I feel this way

Been many of years that the cage broke away

Maybe the feeling is the sign that I needed

Maybe it is time that my wounds stopped bleeding

I know it is time to show my love

To receive it To give it a try

Maybe love will win this round

Just do me a favor, don't mess around