morning dew drops on your collar impressing me with the zealous way the seasons drastically measure the moment it takes me to reach forwards and brush it off liquid winter falling onto a ***** cement the initials 'F T' written jaggedly into the cold stone of asphalt i wait for it to disappear, for the flicker of everything gone to fade from my vision but it passes too quickly i look back up and there's no one around the street is empty and the capricious wind has ceased a sucker for patterns i walk into a fabric store and feel my hand linger on the erratic linens fingers paused on the peach organza sprawled like a pink bubblegum sea and i am swept into the manic fantasies of wearing the sheer tissue-like textile into the abdomen of your sweaty palm and sinking like a sticky sweet stripe until you put your hand in your pocket and i spend a year inside melting into the every thread and curve of your jean until it is nothing but disgusting sugar everything i could be when i am hidden from sight in the dark caverns of denim pants who knew the tongue in cheek joke would be nothing but my tongue in your mouth touching all the way up your gums find me sweltering beneath the uvula wondering if i could go back to the time i found that girl with the mountain logo sweatshirt who whistled between her teeth and hummed all the reasons i should skin my knee and kiss the salty wound because there's no greater pleasure than knowing you don't have to wait for that morning dew drop to fall from their ******* collar