were there times when you feel so worthless? when you feel so bad about yourself then suddenly you thought, that you were everyone's villain?
were there times you feel so down you thought everyone's talking about you, about how vulnerable you are at that moment?
were there times you wished you were somebody else, somebody you always wanted to be, always inside your walls that won't break down built from confidence?
were there times that you wan't to be a superhuman that of which can read one's thoughts thoughts and insights about you, and how you were in other people's view?
most of the time, i want to know thy self, make some spare time, so that I can fix myself it won't hurt, right? they wouldn't mind, right?