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Noa Adler
Poems
Oct 2018
For Your Sake
They say that insanity
Is doing the same thing
Over and over
Expecting different outcomes.
So what exactly was I thinking
When I tried to kiss your lips
Not a second after they spat lies
Like knives into my heart?
What went through my head
When I tried to hold your hand
Just a minute after it left
A red mark on my cheek?
What did I think I was doing
When I tried to embrace your body
A short moment after it pushed me
Further into the bathroom wall
To muffle my protest?
And why, oh, why do I keep crying
Every time you walk away
When a few glances later
You crawl back to me again?
And by what right do I keep crying
Every time you lie or fail me
If my arms are always open
And I love you all the same?
And by everything I know that’s true
By the last bit of sanity in my mind
I swear this will be the last time
And not because I’ll get up
Or be strong or walk away.
But because you’ve walked all over me
And all over again
I find myself holding on
To something-
someone that’s not there.
And with your next step,
I might just snap and break
And fall apart completely,
Just for your sake.
June 2018
#abuse
#emotional
#breakup
#tears
#anxiety
#manipulation
#heartbreak
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