dear little me you'll never stop failing and you'll start taking things seriously you'll lose your meaning and your goal many times over
but oh my gods we've always been stubborn, haven't we? rebuilding ourselves and our wings and our dreams till we've come back to the first design the thing we never took seriously not then but now
that wishful thought or that idea kept to the side that "if i do this then maybe but" we took a long path just to return to the beginning but i'm ready this time