how do i
tell him
i miss him
so much
more than he
will ever
know.

how do i
hold him
in my arms
so that
he knows.

how do i
not scream
from not being
able to
love
the one person
i spent
7 months
loving.

how do i
feel this
when i am
the one
who broke his
used to be
piece of my
heart.