I am losing my passion to fear Slowly succumbing, steadily sinking Safety is a pin bursting a balloon That is too cowardly to float To be so faraway untethered So shakily afraid of the unfamiliar It would endure the blandness The dullness Of the safe and the known and the nothing But the emptiness That accompanies the dull ache Is heavier than fear And stronger still Is the wind, the will To taste the clouds And touch the sky It cuts clean off the string.
When I am feeling too cozy in my comfort zone, I make myself move by thoughts of the emptiness in my chest and how heavily it weighs me down. There is soooo much goodness in the world I want to taste it all.