I miss you, I really do And I don't think there's anything else I'd rather be doing Than trying again, timidly pursuing The thought you To which my core melts - It licks at and singes each layer The ones at least atop that I'd lay her
Why can't we try anymore - I still want to be the cause The glisten in your eyes emerge Not from source of hurtful words When we first met It was eclipse at twilight An unknown lit so bright Compared to the flicker of ash A graceful flail between the breeze That you and I had failed to sweep Under the rug, at least that was clean Our fights and insecurities were always Out in the open We knew each other well Not just from loving each other We gave each other ****
I'm sorry for hurting you - I'm hurt too Not all of it was cause of what you'd do I don't want some other person, she wouldn't compare Not to the beguiling nature of your stare I do still love you, I really do But I know that when I love, I tend to hurt you too
That isn't love, I'm not a lover I'm just a shell of a man I once thought I could be I'm sorry ***, I should've known better than to bring you into the pain of dealing with me Dealing with myself
No matter what we are now, even if we re nothing I will always remember fondly, I'll always be thankful That you loved me through the thick of things Through the **** that I would bring Up, though it was fine where it had been I know I didn't show you what love could be, I taught you what it shouldn't be. I started out genuine I swear and I thought That yours would not be the burden to bear I'm sorry.
If this is goodbye then this is me waving In your rear view mirror. I'm sorry, sweetheart, I should've loved you better I should've been better