DEAR DEPRESSION,

Thank you for always being by my side
No matter what I do, you´re always on my mind
A friend like you is really hard to find
I guess you´re just one of a kind

Whenever I´m feeling low
You just turn up and show
Me thinks I don´t want to know
But why though?... I thought you were my friend and not my foe...

Whenever I´m feeling good
You say "Stop that, instead you should
start thinking about the things that could
go wrong"...with things like this you ruined my whole childhood...

So stop taking all my energy...
Stop putting your hands on me!
There used to be light now darkness is all I see...
Since I met you nothing´s like it used to be.

I just want to lock myself behind my door
Because nothing can satisfy me anymore
Sports,Friends, and Food all Things I once adored
lost their meaining, leaving me feeling bored...

But wait... there is more than that
like I´m really really mad
at you for all the tears I shed
making me feel so sad, wasting days and days in bed

Thanks to you everything tastes the same...
Pizza,Burgers,Rice and Noodels - everything tastes the same...
You know how bad that is? It´s driving me insane
Thanks to you I have to cover up my sleeves in shame

A new Scar on my body and that everyday
Eventhough I say so; I'm not okay
So lost I can´t see a reason to stay
Please DEPRESSION why won´t you go away...?

When you say I´ve lost my hope you definitly not wrong...
But look I´m still alive... And one day I´ll be strong
enough to beat you... And it doesn´t matter how long
it takes, I have to keep on... My time has to come!


sincerely,
your best friend...