Why do I still see HIM in my dreams
to have this feeling of heartbreak…
for a man I haven’t even kissed
there has been a few that when things were over It wasn’t easy to digest …
but not like this… I feel like our souls connected it so this can’t be truly over
or was I just connected to HIM in hopes that he would save me like I knew only a man with his exact strength could
or is it just the fact that unlike most HE wasn’t in a rush to kiss on these lips
HE really wasn’t in a rush to kiss on the lips as soft as this
I really do miss you…
for the things I know we had potential to explore with each other
pillow fights date nights long walks in the park conversations that never seem to end late nights just you and I no covers all the lights so I could see the cold parts that Pierced your eyes shine bright no where left to hide at the door is where we left all pride
I wish I could rewind that night I should had told u my submissive heart would never had said no if he’d just came out with it.. just asked
****
my gut aches in pain at the thought of you
I never ever share my secrets I should have just listen to yours and not said anything about Mine  would I feel any better?
This **** is still hurts because I miss you
you said you moved on so there’s nothing left to do
except pretend I never met you
sun up to sun Down my spirit wanted u around

I feel so foolish never again I must hold true to myself I must hold my ground