My heart won't let me forget
people that have made me happy. It seems to extend it's claws and force them up my throat, begging me to mention those who I have tried so hard to leave. I don't think I'll ever forget you. I won't forget what you said. I can't forget the broken memories you left me. I stopped doing what I loved to feed onto affection that I had to fight for. I went so long ignoring sunsets my toes tied themselves to the tide so all I had left was a lost freedom that followed and laughed at my own doom. I've been holding volcanos in my eyes and lava in my heart, I won't let you break me again. I won't give you a place in my life if all you do is prance around in the ashes of my broken heart, dancing to the sounds of my tear drops against glass. I dream of you, even though you're lost in my memories. Your lack of love was fabricated by my broken heart and mended into loyalty and hope that you could change . I wish I could just slowly let you go. I wish I could slowly **** you with kisses and send you off to the sky. Maybe I'd find you in the stars. There is so much beyond our scars, beyond the lines that tangle themselves around and over our bodies,we break so easily, but that's only since we love so hard. I'll still miss you every sunrise and find you in each sunset, but I'll whisper to the moon I want to go to the stars each night till I'm in space.
first poem i wrote in a month
Fluid and soft
she will slip through your hands like water meant not to fill you, but to help you grow. She is not your rock in a hard place She is a tidal wave that breaks you at the receding.
can hearts be heavy like
the bags under my eyes, or is my illusion of gratitude just stronger than my effort to stay awake
im so tired i hate working and i hate being alone***, and now i have to write more for class ugh ****
Yesterday was never promised
i loved you with my every heartbeat but yet i still feel the defeat your warm kisses gone cold remind me of the words you scold The laughters we shared are now covered by tears endless fears bruised bodies and broken souls Remembering yesterday's happiness are today's sorrow may i borrow your heart please i've forgotten the way you love me may i use your eyes to envision the way you look at me for i feel frill and weak unloved and undesired where do we go from here how do i turn away you were like a mirrior someone i hold dear love is as temporary as a butterfly wing bold and beautiful, yet so fragile to hold
She cried her eyes out
to show her hurt, Whilst I hid my hurt behind a sweet smile.
My eyes were wide shut when I
fell for you, Now,thank you, You are a deeply superficial person. I don't want your love anymore, Please give me back my loving playful and innocent heart.