We haven't met yet
but some nights I can't sleep without
wishing for your embrace
gentle hands on my body
easing my aches softly

I'll here your whisper
when I'm on the brink of waking
and my heart will race
thinking you're next to me
waiting for those precious moments
where it's only us.

I miss you
I don't talk to you anymore death
I've stopped cutting
I stopped looking for an out
But I can't stop missing you

I think I love the hurt that comes with
Long-Distance
or
Rushing relationships
or
Losing friends
or
breaking hearts
or
thinking about you.

I love you,
My one and only.