I hate the person that I've turned into. getting high & tripping out, staying up most nights stuck thinkin' about you when I close my eyes I can feel your touch, a burning sensation added along with your lips, everything we did became a beautiful creation but you left, huh... so cry me a ******* river yeah? cause your lips will forever taste the same. every girl that will come by will know how the tip of your tongue is imprinted with my name & it ***** because my heart is forever yours, within' your love I felt like every wound of mine was cured I let you go, you told me "maybe someday" we'll cross paths. & for you I waited everyday since falling in love with you felt like a reason to stay but now every other day that passes by I don't feel the same I'm the demon whose trying so hard to be this pure angelic girl, but deep down inside I know I'm forever stuck in my little dark world. At a party at 2 in the morning These demons, they keep telling me I'm not ******* enough burning up my lungs with **** and crying off my makeup inside my heart I've long known I've given up. just yesterday I learned that my favorite feeling is feeling numb broken and petrified, I told you I hate the person I've become. now every time I drink, I can taste your name inside my *** but I can't blame you, you tried your best to be with this ****** up person. yet, in the end I'm so mad since I wish we could just work and for now, all I can really say is a simple & plain thank you. I give you my kindest regards even though I want hate you. I hate how you left and the look you last gave me in your eyes. I can see that white flag, waving high that you were done and I'm here being the bad guy. Cause in the ******* end, I felt like you were the one. but you left me here alone hating the person that I've become.