Falling apart isn't easy to do, on the bathroom floor in a puddle of tears and sweat. Remembering a time when things seemed simple, a time before someone smashed through the car window of the minimum wage worker, living in her car, at six a.m. and took the tokens of her life away, to be under loved.
The unraveling was gradual: Graduating from school and watching her own brain start to melt away, dripping out here and there, on the couch, the bed, the floor, all over the apartment but rarely outside. Splattered on the walls rather than scratching a way out. It's fine, the mind just makes a mess of things.